So today I was thinking to write about something personal. After all this blog is about everything that is in my mind.

Currently it is the last week of school and we have project week. People that read my tumblr might know a bit more. I am in the yoga/ stress release group. So we start early working on theory stuff, talking about stress etc and then do some exercise to get energy again. And today we were lying in the gras and just listening to the nature. This first sounded really weird to me but I got lost in good thought which turned into complete nothing. And this is good because I am always such a stress case about literally everything. My days have to be structured and if something goes out of plan my day's pretty much ruined. Simply I worry too much about unimportant stuff and don't do things I might enjoy more.
Today so as we did this exercise I felt so free and so good. A bit sleepy after but then just really good because it was almost like this 10 minute power naps. And now I am not tired, in fact I still have a bit planned and with those exercises we are learning the days seem to be manageable.

I just feel really good today and generally since february I am a whole different person. A better person, more positive.

Well soon the holidays start and I need to find some things to do. I am a bit scared that I will waste them by staying in bed all the time and as I said I want to start dating again. I am sure that a year of not being interested in anyone is enough.. I finally feel ready for something new again without hurting someone else.
Sometimes I wonder if we (younger generations people) will find true love. If it exists.. Like we spend all our 20's (some start even earlier) partying, dating, flirting with everyone and anyone and in the end we might even marry a guy but nothing lasts. Why? It's just so sad, why waste all those years then or why dumb people because we think they won't fit because of some habits or different hobbies or whatever if we haven't tried to make things work? Maybe because we don't even know who we are or what we like..
Alright this is going way deeper than I intended it to be.

I know have some photos for you guys.